Sunday 11 June 2017

Emotional tears :- My first time back in the saddle


Super Flynn and the para hoist.


Well now we have the para hoist up and working (it’s all been paid for from kind donations from, Downend round table, Pearce brothers mobility and Severn vale riding club) the hard work begins. We have been training Super Flynn to get use to the hoist. The first time we did this we made sure we had plenty of carrots!!!

Beth is getting quite good at setting up the hoist now; we are actually like the McLaren team… I sit and supervise while Beth stands on a chair and puts it all together. I do wish I could be of more help and I find it very frustrating that I have to watch! Well it doesn’t take long now and once we have it all attached and a with a pocket full of carrots it’s time for the unveiling.

My daughter Stella is in charge of bringing Flynn round the corner of the lorry while Beth is sitting in the hoist, What an absolute star Flynn was, He is a 7 year old Connemara with such a big heart.. He walked round and waked up to the hoist and just stood there. We moved Beth in the hoist up, down, round and round. The hoist is very quiet and doesn’t make any noise, so  we could swing her round and let Flynn see what’s it’s all about. Once we had Beth up alongside, Flynn gets carrots… Nom nom nom.. He is so interested in the carrots he doesn’t even seem to care that Beth is swinging around his head. We moved the hoist up into the highest position and let Beth dangle, Stella then walked Flynn underneath Beth in the hoist and back round, we did this a few times and I don’t know if it was beginners luck but Super Flynn was truly super, he never batted an eye lid!!!!!!

So on she went. We moved Flynn underneath and lowered Beth down…  I think we could change Flynn’s status from super to statue!! (No we won’t he is super we all know that!!!) Flynn didn’t move, Beth mounted and sat, we lifted her up and walked Flynn through, making sure we knocked him gently with the hoist, on his head, ears, back and tail and did the whole process again. I am happy to say that for his first lesson, he made amazing progress.

A few days later we did the whole thing again, as before Flynn (the statue) was a star, he just wondered where the carrots were!! Up her Flynn in the hoist Beth says as she’s waving them over his head... “Oh up there, what you doing up there mummy” Flynn says!!!! Ha hah ha-ha he’s so cute. This time Caroline was in charge of steering Flynn around and under the hoist. It was great to see that Flynn still wasn’t fazed by the whole thing. This time I was thinking oh get off Beth and let me have a go!! (most people who know me well know that I am not the most patient  person in the world, so for me to wait till 2nd time that’s fantastic)

My mouth must have engaged and instead of thinking it I said it “oh let me have a go” I was so excited, Beth dismounted and it was my turn. I positioned myself in the hoist and Beth was in charge of the controls, Up I went and Caroline walked Flynn up to me in the hoist, carrots at the ready then Flynn’s head was in-between the hoist sling and me  and he’s thinking “well when I come here everyone tells me I’m a good boy and gives me treats where are the carrots”!!!”

Then it’s my turn to be hoisted up and Caroline walked Flynn underneath... Beth lowers me down and I’ve landed. It was a really hot sunny day, thank god for wearing ray bans!! The tears came flooding out, I can’t believe it, well after 18 months since my accident I get my first sit back on a real horse. It couldn’t have been more perfect to sit on Flynn. Beth was crying too!!! It was overwhelming to have such a special moment mounting a horse and sitting there, I stayed in the hoist and just went up and down a few times. This was enough for the first time, I know it doesn’t sound like hard work, but believe you me… I had to work so hard at balance and concentration my body aches and my brain!!

The next week we arrange another hoist session, this time my friend Michelle has the pleasure of assisting me, the one thing I keep saying is that I need a big team of supporters; I can’t do any of this para horse stuff alone. Hopefully the para team at lone oak stables will grow in strength. I think we will call ourselves “Lone Oak para team” it has a ring to it… we still need sponsorship and am still looking for help and support with this, I have an amazing sponsorship offer from Julia Mottram. Keystone physiotherapy that provides human and veterinary physiotherapy. Julia has offered to work with me and Flynn when we start out riding together, some of this will be sponsored by her and some will need to be funded, these are all things which are so important to horse and rider to be able to work together in harmony. 

Well the second mount was just as exciting as the first. This time we ended up with a bigger audience, nine people were at the yard today, mostly pulling my leg and spinning me round and taking the micky (Ian)… all good practice for Flynn and me to get use to!!! a big audience, (especially when we attend an Olympic stadium!! Ha ha)

Again we started with Beth in the Hoist, up and down, round and round on and off!! And again super Flynn stood there so well behaved waiting for the carrots!! So I got into the hoist and went up and down round and round and round…. And finally settled on top of Flynn. It feels so high I can’t tell you and I don’t look down. Well this time I detached myself from the safety of the hoist and I feel like I am leaning to the left, it feels like a Weston donkey as all I want to do is hold on to the saddle. How vulnerable do I feel, I had two leaders and 2 side walkers around me, I am using no stirrups so my legs dangle and my core holds me up... thank god for seona and the Frampton Fitness sessions.

Sit up and look up, that’s what I tell myself, my concentration is working overtime now, I want to kick to go forward, but remember I can’t move my leg!!  Doh!! ”Walk on” I say and try to move my seat and hips. Flynn just stands there. “Walk on Flynn” I say he just stands there.. The leaders are actively pulling him now, he takes some slow steps and begins to walk forward, all of a sudden I think how on earth I will ever be able to ride forward, stay on top and steer all in one go on my own. I feel so dependent on everyone. Well we carry on walking and all then it dawns on me we need to turn!! OMG go round a corner how will I stay on to do that…

I shout to Beth which way are we going she says to the right, WIDE RIGHT… really WIDE! I am chatting to Claire and before I know it we are back at the lorry… I actually can’t quite believe it myself; I’ve just had my first ride. Overwhelming or what. Baby steps and I will get there.. Time to attach the hoist and get off. Super Flynn just stands there and we all fuss about sorting the hoist and lifting me up and off.. I think I need the carrots  now not Flynn!!!

Back on the yard and I am bloody glad I am still wearing my beautiful new riding hat, as Lin and Beth were looking at one of the other horses who has an infected bite or something, I lean over to see what they’re both looking at and the next thing I am going up in the air in my wheelchair and then bumping down head first onto the yard. Straight into a massive muddy puddle, I think I wet myself laughing as well as giving everyone more grey hairs!! Super Flynn who also was leaning over to see what we were all looking at decided to accidently get his lead rope stuck on my wheelchair and when he lifted his head up, he took me with him!!! He probably though “its ok she can fly, she’s always up in the air anyway my new pilot!!! Let’s see her fly again” Well what a noise I made; none of the horse batted an eyelid as I went flying across the yard and landing in a heap underneath spot!!

Lucky Lin and Ian (Beth’s mum and dad) go to the gym as they certainly had a work out that day lifting me back up into my chair... wet and muddy and still laughing...  Note to self must check up on my insurance policy as realize I am quite a liability to have around.

My weekly riding lessons on the simulator at the Avon riding centre continue and I absolutely love it. I have realised this week that I need to change the position I think is straight because it actually is leaning back and I need to sit more forward with my shoulders, This is a huge challenge as it feels so wrong and unbalanced, I need to start to sit more forward and engage other muscles, I need to work more on my balance ball at home and the equi-trainer I have to push myself a bit more on my core.

I had a setback this week as needing another cortisone injection into my wrists for my carpel tunnel. My hands are really painful with pins and needles and this affects everything that I do, as I use my hands for everything. I also have a urine infection and am now on another course of antibiotics. I had some bad news from the south glos CCG saying my application for Botox in my bladder has been turned down for the second time and I have 28 days to appeal and an argument with wheelchair services about them cancelling my appointment and then them telling me I did not attend!!! Wt fudge… so cross!!!!!



Well I also had good news; I had an amazing phone call with Ann Dunham OBE, para rider, who has given me some advice and her expertise. I recently enjoyed watching her para display at Badminton Horse trials 2017, (This was the first time ever para riders have ridden at Badminton, how amazing and what on achievement) in addition I have an interview next week... So will tell you more as it evolves as I would love to secure a stable nursing position. I think I am ready for a change. Even though more time in the saddle is where I want to be!!!  But I am taking things slow and steady. I also have applied for the leg up for talent apprentice program, so all the individuals who have followed my blog please look me up on Face book and ask for a friend request, find me at…

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Looking forward to continuing my training with Super Flynn

Looking forward to continuing my lessons at the Avon RDA

Looking forward to working with Beth towards achieving Loan Oak para team

Excited as to what Legupfortalent.com will develop into

Hoping to stay healthy, as too busy to be ill…..

Looking forward to seeing what happens next.  

     

  







        





Friday 9 June 2017

Leg up for talent


Leg up for talent



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